Hi loves!
When I was younger, I dealt with ED I never felt good enough, skinny enough, etc. By the time I was 20, I had recovered but always mantained the lowest possible "healthy" weight. I never wanted to gain, and still dealt with body dysmorphia.

When I met my boyfriend, he was upfront about his preference of curvy girls, and I basically told him that would never be me and to take me or leave me. Luckily, he stuck around <3

Christmas 2018 I got sick and it took doctors 5 months before we found the cause. By that point, I had lost so much weight I was barely functional. From Christmas '18 to around October, I could barely eat. When I finally started getting my appetite back, I told my boyfriend I wanted to gain. At that point it was just to get to a healthy point again. He helped by associating food with sex, and by January I was back to my normal weight. I loved everything about gaining any my growing body, and decided to keep going.

Enjoy my journey!